okay.. I said wasn't going to blog.. but I just can't help it... I'm a very talkative person... lol...

so.. common test schedule is like.. SHIT....

14/12 monday - bioprocess technology
15/12 tuesday - bioinfomatics, marketing for life sciences (walao.. the two modules i hate most on the same day... RAWR!!)
16/12 wednesday - medical microbiology
17/12 thursday - protein technology
18/12 friday - intro to immunology

and on the 20th i'll be going to malaysia... will be back on the 25th... (x'mas!!)
and dammit.. just realized that this means that i have to miss strings practice!!! argh!!! so irritating!!!!
and i will also have less time to do marketing, medmic and immuno project!!! wait... protein tech too... SHIT!!!

STRESSS LAH!!!!!!!!

Labels: common test stress

paper cut on finger = plaster
blister = plaster
scrape on knee = paste bigger plaster/ put many plasters
cuts everywhere = plasters everywhere/ wrap yourself in giant plaster
broken heart = no plasters

the plaster people should make one for broken hearts... it will surely sell by the millions....

okay... back to studying...

and absolutely no manga and anime for the next two weeks....

Labels: random

Yay!!!! The concert was great!!!! But I somehow felt a great sense of loss because I wasn't playing... I mean.. Watching is fun.... But nothing beats being up there.... haha...

and yes!!! finally met up with natoz and zx!!!! missed them so much!!! we talked alot and took quite a number of photos... but they are on facebook already.. so i'm not going to upoad them here...

okay.. so.... that was for yesterday....

for today... had some clean and green event.... so we are supposed to play like 15 minutes worth of songs at city square mall.. and i swear.. it was the worst performance of my life.... shall stop talking about it now....

so after that... went back to school to put instruments and went to esplanade library after that.... also watched some jazz band with people singing and doing their sound check.... got into deep thinking mode while listening to the songs... why are songs always about love? hmmm... sat there and stoned for quite some time until i got distracted by some sparrows...

so yeah... the songs were not bad... and the lyrics were like yeah.... dumb.. i got irritated.. it's like... i don't know.. so near yet so far.... just within my grasp yet unreachable.... kind of thing and it kind of reflects my situation now....

I don't know what went wrong... maybe it was just a mistake.... a very stupid one... the same one as the past... falling in love with an idiot is so... idiotic.... the sheer irony of it all...

I should stop moping around and start studying for COMMON TESTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yepps.. i won't be posting much for the next 2 weeks... so here's a nice, emo, christmas song to commemerate my hiatus status...

i present to you: White Christmas by KAT-TUN

Labels: sinfonique 09

mummy flew this morning.. miss her already... dinner was unusually quiet without her nagging.... i never thought that the day i miss her nagging would come... even daddy is like... super silent... and oh.. i think i better go dry the dishes... sign.... so many things to do.. protein tech report, resume, molecular genetics e prac report (the stupid fly one..) next friday also have molgen presentation... and next saturday have performance at city square or something... and tomorrow have like double piano lessons or something... haiz.. okay... to the dishes!!!

Labels: random stuff

mum's flying to china tomorrow... will miss her i guess... hope the house won't become too chaotic while she's gone....

wanted to play piano just now.. but kena scolded by my sister because she wanted to watch tv... wth lah... stupid variety shows... total waste of time....

I WANT TO PLAY THE PIANO RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sign... i'll go listen to music instead... but it's like.. my hand itches....

Labels: china, nyp piano ensemble, random

everything is okay now...
thanks to those who gave me advice and supported me....
really love you guys/girls loads!!! :)

Labels: random stuff

funerals... especially chinese ones... are... really... draining and tiring..... with late nights and early mornings..... and non stop folding of the 'jin zhi'....

Labels: tired