haha... it's the weekend!!!! and got a whole bunch of reports... micro A, phychem, inchem... blahs... all the crappish ******* sh*t..... okay... this is a kid friendly blog... i shall not use any profanities.... and yepps..had make up lab today for phy or was it inchem? okay... i really can't remember... except that the lab experiment was called buffers... and i was like super pms or something... i was like so sarcastic and bad tempered.... and i'm really really sorry to everyone who kena arrow/shot by me... yepps... so later went for InmolB lec which was done by grp 2 and it was a total flop... seriously... i was like trying to keep awake... and the debate was so not exciting... i only can suggest that they do some ppt slides with their points on the screen so ppl can at least follow on what they are saying.... yepps... later went to eat lunch at the south canteen... ate malay food... and the auntie was like super generous... the plate of rice plus 3 other side dishes was like only $2.00..... and the portion was like damn big... i was like carrying a mountain of rice back to my table..... haha... but the side dishes were like either pepper or chilli.... so it was too hot for me to finish.... yepps... then went to library to discuss Micro A report with sam... and later went to discuss DMD video project with bob and kw... yepps... so I'll have to bring some stuff on Monday for the filming... yepps... and holy crap... i just realised that I'll be lugging my bag, my violin and a camcorder around... how nice.... (I'm like being so sarcastic today... haha...)

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this is for today.... thursday... so... had phychem make up tut today... and it was bad... (expected lah...) so had all lec day... and i forgot to bring my maths for ls for lec... haha... silly me... and i had chocolate!!! haha!!! chocolates rock!!!!

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secondly... this is wednesday's post which came late.... so on wednesday... i was like a zombie... but still managed to go to amk hub for lunch with sja, hy and kh.... and the food there was like omg... so much variety... i'm like sick of nyp food already.... and i'm starting to wonder why didn't i get sick of sec sch food last time.... yepps... so we had fun... and drank bubble tea..... haha... sweet talk's honeydew milk tea tastes almost 99% like the one from cchms last time... sign... miss the old times.... yepps... so later went back to nyp... went to library... had only 1 hour left to finish up comskills... and duh... we were slacking and joking the whole time.... yepps.... but luckily... we managed to finish up and print and bind it in the end... (ps: the print shop sucks... the service is like sh*t...) and when we went to submit... we met our comskils teacher... haha... she's so funny... and i hear my sister asking for reward money for her 'good' results.... sheesh... money face... and getting good results is what students are supposed to do... and parents are the ones who initiate it to give you motivation.... not you being so thick-skinned and asking for money... okay... back to the topic... we met our comskills teacher........ blahs....... okay... so thanks again to sja for waiting with me... then went for piano ensemble... apparently... i was giving the very stressed up/pek chek/angry/ i need to sleep face.... because everyone was like quiet when they saw me... and js was like cautiously asking: eh, what happened? you look very bad mood today.... so i told him i'm dying from lack of sleep... and i think i better learn to smile more often... yepps... so we were divided into groups and i got e for my teacher again... sign... it's like intense dislike for that person yet respecting him at the same time.... and if e ever reads this... please note that we know that you have good intentions when telling us where are our mistakes lie... but... could you like say it nicely? here are a few templates for you so we won't hate you anymore:
1) *listens to our playing, pretends to think deeply* "hmmm... your tempo is good... but you could do something/ improve on your expressions"
2)*listens to our playing. thinks for a while* "do you want to hear the bad news or the good news?" (the good news first?) "okay, the good news is, your expressions are good. the bad news is, work on on your fingerings/tempo/whatever you want to put in "
3)listens to our playing, walks over and says: "try to make your left hand softer..." listens at our improvement... "very good... keep it up..."
okay... hope this helps...
so went home and played the piano and violin... had an early night... haha...

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yeah... firstly... i would like to thank sja for staying up till 2 plus in the morning on tuesday to keep me awake so i could do comskills.... that's all....

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went for SO camp on friday evening and saturday.... super tiring.... but it was quite fun... went on friday evening... had practice.. learnt D major scales on the violin... and got my violin tuned too.. haha... later went to be split up into groups.... i'm in group 3 (green) with 13 other ppl... haha... so we had the usual ice breaker games.. blahblah... and we played treasure hunt... O.o i don't get it... why treasure hunt... of all the possible games... sign... and it's like the 3rd treasure hunt game i've played since school opened on 14 april... (freshman orientation, piano ensemble orientation, symphony orchestra orientation camp) haha... but my group got 4th... or was it 3rd? so played treasure hunt from i think 9 plus till 12 plus in the morning? haha.. shocked right? so after that went for shower... went for briefing on sleeping areas and talked to friends and watched movies instead of sleeping... haha... it was around 3am when we went to bed... i mean... floor... haha... couldn't sleep properly... because the fan was so cold... and at 4 am ppl from the other group started walking into the room and talking loudly as they got ready to sleep... so i didn't manage to sleep much... was super tired on saturday morning.... and i have eyebags... i can't believe it... i got my first eyebags...... wow... haha... and it makes me look so old and sallow... ate breakfast of beehoon, nuggets and fishballs... so weird right? and drank coffee... and some of my group members had disappeared in the night... so we had 9 left... and we made our flag... and created our identity... it was a dragon... since we were green group.... had lunch... the long beans were like crunchy? and one of our seniors said... hmm... very cruncy, very fresh.... haha... so sarcastic.... and went home after lunch for piano lessons... was like half asleep throughout... haha... the songs sounded so dead... later in the evening... mx came over and gave me a totoro notebook!!! so sweet of her right? muacks... love you lots meiz.... yepps... so we talked alot... and slept at 10.30pm... haha... still tired today... i'm like a walking zombie...

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piano today was better than last week.... keep it up guys.... and I'm pissed with someone who doesn't think before talking.... all i can say is that it's nice to have frank people around because you will know your mistakes and correct them.... however... will the frank people please phrase whatever they want to say nicely? if not alot of people will start hating you... and that's too bad...

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sign... so much to do.... got to hand up inchem report by Thursday.... finish up com skills project by week 7 i think.... (thanks to those who helped by doing the survey!!! ) and the IACUC rehearsal is tmr!!! the actual thing is due on Friday!!! and there's still dmd project... (i must remember to bring digi cam tmr!!!) goodness... it's so stressful... and there still phychem and inchem tut to do.... dammit.... this is so crap..... and thanks for reading this crappish post.... omg... there's piano tmr too... darn.... and i haven't touched my violin for 2 days already..... shit.... i feel like my life is falling to pieces.... and the only thing that can save me is music.... i better go listen to Tchaikovsky's violin concerto in D op. 35, 1st movement...... that song is really good when you're stressed......

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okay... a quick one... had 10 course dinner at imperial shark fin restaurant on Saturday to celebrate grandma's birthday (mum's side)... was fun... and i didn't eat any of the shark fin (to the delight of my uncle who keeps so many small fishes and doesn't care abt the life of bigger fishes like sharks...) ate till 10 plus at night... and had a belated mother's day celebration at my aunt's house (dad's side) on Sunday afternoon... and of course... how can there be a party without good food... haha... i think i just gained back the weight i lost... sheesh....

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yepps... there's no school for me today because InMolB lecture was cancelled and there was no DMD lessons as we are ahead off schedule so teacher gave us 'off-day'.... and my dad is home too because he's going to paint the house... (ceilings only).... when my dad was preparing the paint and stuff... my sec 2 sister called to say that she 'fainted' during PE and asked my dad to fetch her home... so in the end... my mum drove me there to pick her up.... and i saw mr ang, my physics teacher... and he asked me why i didn't go school today... i think he didn't know that i went poly or something... so went to pick my sister up... and couldn't collect cert and testimonial yet... but the clerk said that can ask my sister to bring my ic and collect for me... so we went home.... when we reached home... my dad had already started painting... so my mum evacuated us to my cousin's house next door... (thanks alot for letting us stay!) so we stayed there for erm... 4 hours? yeah... it was boring... we just sat there and read magazines and listen to music from our phone... and later when we went home... we realised that this is only the base coat... which means there's another freaking coat of paint... omg... i can really die... because we can't switch on the air con at night and stupid stupid flying ants keep flying in... and a retarded one just crashed onto the laptop screen... see how dumb they are? hope the toxic fumes from the paint kills them slowly and painfully... haha... so much for the IACUC thingy... i think bugs can't feel anything.. so i'm okay with killing them in 'inhumane' ways like plucking out their legs/feelers or violently shaking the container they are trapped in... okay... this seems to make me seem like a sadistic woman so i shall stop here....

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yeah!!! had piano today... but it was a disappointment... because we just sat down and did theory 'aimlessly'.... but i do admit that i have learnt something... so it wasn't so bad after all... that's all for now...

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yeah!!! it's the weekend!!! and I've made progress for my exam piece... I'm finally at exam speed for the first piece (starting on expressions) and 2nd piece is picking up speed too... 3rd piece is starting on metronome... can now play mary had a little lamb, lightly row and ode to joy on violin... hurray!!! happy happy day!!! love my violin and piano... (:

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had piano orientation yesterday... played treasure hunt... haha... was quite fun... but it was tiring... running around nyp... but it was rewarding... because my group got 2nd!!! haha... actually there was two 2nd places... but we reached earlier than the other group... so we got 2nd place!!! haha... i'm enjoying poly life... because i'm finally in not one but two music ccas... it's like a dream... in sec sch there was like almost no one to talk to about music... no one to listen to my playing except for a few special friends... you know who you are (; and my classmates are like totally different from me... because they all are different channel from me... they talk about BGR, online games, anime etc... and i'm always left out because i don't know anything about the topic that they talk about... and when i talk to them... they make it sooo obvious that they find my topic boring and so not cool.... sheesh... i'm glad i came to a poly where no one from my sec 4 class goes to... it's like a totally new start... i can start being myself... i can talk all i want about piano, classical music and other stuff... and people are actually listening.... because they share the same interest.... and everyone learns new stuff together... and i think that is cool... because people are much more 'unselfish' they all really want their friends to improve with them and excel together... well... let's not get too carried away... i really want to forget all the unhappiness in the past... and i'm really sorry for being so hostile towards the guys... i just need some time to adjust... i need to get used to the fact that people are not going to come and disturb me every time they approach me... it might take some time though... because some of the scars are really too deep....

The past is painful and sometimes angry... but one must learn to forgive, only then it can be forgotten...

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okay... just a really quick one... the homework in poly is really piling up... everyday got at least 2 new ones to do and 2 old ones to hand in... so the work is really never ending... not to mention we also have projects and other unwanted crap stuff that pop up unexpectedly.... sign... it's gonna be tough juggling 2 CCAs and studying at the same time... this is bad... because I'm now studying to excel not to pass if i want to go to university.... Monday would be a long day... with SO from 6 to 9.... and other days end at 5 or 6.... sign... wish i could have my own car so i can drive around and save more time... a helicopter is even better.... haha... dream on girl... that willl only happen if you're super rich.... so quit dreaming and get back to work......

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