yes!! exams are finally over and i am free!!! but.. msn.. is a big headache for me now... i can't log in at all!!! it keeps saying that i am unable to log in because the service is currently unavailable... argh!! so stupid!!! and my lappy.. like have problem... what is wrong with this laptop?!?! every time when end my exams... the laptop will have problems... bloody irritating!!! argh!! and not forgetting some error message for the dunno what catalyst control center host application has stopped working... blah blah blah.... and when i watch DVDs... the laptop will be damn noisy... what the hell.... even at full volume... i can hear the parts in the laptop whirring loudly... argh... stupid spoiler!!! acer sucks.. and windows vista is bad too.... and there's this irritating eror message: internet explorer has stopped working : 1)wait for the programme to respond? 2)close the programme? 3)restart the programme? argh... hate it!! totally annoying!!! forget it... i shall go back to reading books... at least turning of the pages is manual... you just flip and you're at the next page... (no need to wait for it to load) you can lie down on and read (more comfortable than sitting upright)... it doesn't require electricity (save money).... the book never restarts itself unless you want to re-read from the beginning.... etc... yes.. i'm definitely going back to my books.. and sja.. don't forget to return me my Eldest....

Labels: books, exams, internet, laptop

okay... nothing much happening lately.... just that exams start on the 16th of feburary.... here's the timetable:

16/2: cell biology, morning paper 9-11am...
17/2: Biostatistics, afternoon/evening paper 4-6pm...
19/2: organic chemistry, morning paper 9-11am...
23/2: biochemistry, afternoon paper 12.30-2.30pm
25/2: microbiology B, afternoon paper 12.30-2.30pm

then it's freedom!!!! hooray!!!! it's officially the holidays!!!! and with the holidays... cca resumes... argh.. great.... probably planning for club crawl or something..... and holidays also mean... drama/ anime marathons!!! but i guess not this holiday..... since i have to go work to earn some extra pocket money.... it's not a must... but somehow.... in poly.... when you have a super long break.... you will really die of boredom.... so it still.. turns out to be a must... lols... otherwise.. you'll just... degenerate during the holidays.... and you won't ever want to watch a single anime or drama again... after having all those marathons.... so... for now.... it's study like shit.. study like shit.. study when shitting.... study when shitting..... and after microB paper.. it's celebrate like hell.. have tv marathons like hell... msn like hell... look for work that isn't too hellish.. and hopefully in march.. it's work to earn money.. go cca for cca points....

and omg.... i just realized that piano practical exams are in late feb or early march!!! shit lah!!
i think i have to quit piano... i really have no time to practice.... gah...


okay.. that's all for today... bye...

hooray!!! i have accomplished something so great that there should be a public holiday in honour of me!!!! hahaha.. joking joking.... it's not that great.. it's just.. well... a great sense of accomplishment.... okay.... so what is this great sense of accomplishment?
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I finished my organic chemistry tutorial without copying from anyone!!!
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okay... i know you are either laughing your pants off or just lying on the floor half dead with shock.....

yes... i have to admit.. i have lived half my life as a big slacker... being a slacker is easy life.... because you slack most of the time and your results are like... passes... yeah.. a slacker is contented with just passes.... but recently.... it suddenly occurred to me that.... i'm wasting my life away.... by slacking... i'm just letting my life pass as i grow older by the day..... i'll probably die with ALOT of regrets if i continue living this way.... i've.. lost a lot of things by being slack... life is a big race.... it's like swimming against the strong river currents.... once you give up or don't try your best.. you will find yourself moving back.... and when you give up struggling... the currents just carries you back to the starting point... it's painful too... because you get hit by rocks on the river bed too.... after feeling the pain of being tossed around.. some start to swim again... but others just sink in deeper and deeper.....

i'm lucky... someone was there to pull me along and tell me: swim on! don't give up!

i would like to say: thank you! (you know who you are....)

so from now.. i'm starting anew... no more slacking.... i have to do things on my own... i will not lose anything else anymore..... i will... catch up with people who have gotten ahead..... i will.... stop my life as a slacker..... i will live on happily.... (:

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