Wow!!! You should really be honored!!! You're the second person after the vulgar, rude 'passerby' to get an entire post dedicated to you!!! Congrats!!! :D
Well, firstly, I never ever put YOUR name... it could be another jerk... so yeah... how smart of you to shoot yourself in the foot....
Secondly, I never requested for a report... You are really thinking too highly of yourself... I'm seriously not interested in reading reports on your sad, pathetic life... I'd rather read journal papers about how cancer cells grow because it would really benefit mankind more... :)
Thirdly, this is MY blog... MY own personal space where I can say anything I want... By clicking on/ typing in the link to my blog... You are agreeing that you are mentally prepared for anything you read... So it is your own fault for reading my blog... I'm not responsible for any pain caused, because you had the choice to NOT read my blog...
YOU CHOSE TO READ IT, SO BEAR THE CONSEQUENCES OF KNOWING THE TRUTH OF WHAT PEOPLE THINK OF YOU NOW!!!! NOBODY FORCED YOU TO READ IT, YOU WERE KILLED BY YOUR OWN CURIOSITY... SO JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP AND STOP KICKING UP SUCH A BIG FUSS OVER THIS...
last sunday - went out with zx and natoz!!! :) so good to see them again.. we walked a lot and shopped a lot ate a lot and talked a lot... :) well, the typical stuff that girls do... hahaha... i'm really happy to have friends like them.. i can tell them anything and everything about me... i really trust them i guess... and natoz will always give her pondering look before giving advice.. haha... :) and zx will keep asking for more juicy details... and well... they are really quite mature and sometimes i feel like they are the ones who are older than me... haha.. and i got my tony tony chopper shirt!!! yay!!! and natoz got her batman shirt!!! XD and yeah.. the shirts are supposely for guys... but who cares... i don't give a shit about the girly girly designs for girls... like.. guy's shirts are always way cooler looking!!!! sign... and i can't really stand the fact that girl's shirts are always full of *coughs* flowers, frills and cutesy characters.... welll... i shall stop my rant about girly shirts now...
monday - attachment
tuesday - attachment
wednesday - attachment
thursday - attachment
friday - attachment, go home sleep!!! XD
saturday - piano lessons... rushed down to nyp after that... it was raining so heavily... but oh.. i love the rain (if i'm in a sheltered place) hahaha... it's soothing i guess... just the pitter patter of raindrops... and the silence because everyone is hiding at home or something.... well... reached strings room at about 4 i think... and wow.. i was quite shocked at the number of people there... and everyone was like: Helen!! long time no see!!! and i was like: erm... that long ah? well... time passes really fast during attachment i guess.... like... 6 weeks have passed since i started attachment... well... i shall think of it as 25% of the battle won... another 18 more weeks to go!! gogo yilin you can do it!!! :D interacted with the freshies a little... talked to zx too... and ohoh... the investiture was scary... i don't like to go up on stage.. my legs feel like it's turning to jelly and my hands were all trembling when i took the cert and everything... went out to bishan to makan after the investiture... talked alot to ridwan and theodore... talked to sabrina too... she seemed, really upset over some stupid jerk... i couldn't help but feel really angry... that bastard really likes to make girls cry... i'll seriously kill him if he tries to hit on any year ones... i tried comforting her... but it was kind of hard... i suck at comforting people... i can always only, stand there dumbly and say: eh, don't cry lah... *passes packet of tissue*
well, she didn't join us for dinner.. because of some idiot... and yeah... me, ridwan and theodore just ignored him for most of the time i guess... everyone is kind of pissed off with him... so yeah... we ate at erm.. some hawker centre.. can't remember the name.... ridwan, theodore, charlene, yc and me sat at the same table... we ate/ drank... and had a great game of truth of dare... okay.. more of truth or truth... haha... we learnt a lot about our *ehem* scandalous lives... lol!!! it was so funny lah!!! walked around j8... talked more... and then went home... it was a very awkward train ride... i'm very sorry yc, for putting you through this!!! so after that, me and yc started talking... and well... she was so funny.. haha... and yes, i miss talking to a fellow otaku... well... i miss talking to sarah too,,, with the scandals... and fiona and sakura, the bishie talk.... and oh.. so many other people i miss back in school... sigh!!! what's this horrible feeling of regret i have now? all the scandalous talk last night made me remember things from the far off past...
I should have held you tighter... It might have been if i worked harder and gone to JC, because now we are worlds apart....
I seriously don't know if i'm loyal, faithful or just plain dumb....
It's Friday!!! omg!!!! So happy!! Finally!! I can sleep!!! :D
Well.. Learnt a lot as usual this week... >_< stressful but fun... haha... it's a life of extremes in the lab... either you are super bored while waiting for incubation... or you are like trying to do 2,3 or 4 things at one go simultaneously... so yeah.. your brain can seriously explode when trying to ‘multitask’... thoughts will probably run like this... (for me at least, i don’t know how other people do their multitasking thoughts...)
Okay, so the 310310(B) membrane is in the 2nd wash of primary antibody, and the 100410(T) is currently incubating for 1 hour, and need to prepare substrate for 040210(B) membrane, need to put the parafilm on the table, need to prewarm substrate, need to prepare 1ml since it is half a membrane, solution an B ratio for substrate is 1:40, so need to add 25ul of B and 1ml of A... need to prepare C fold towel and kimwipes for dying membrane, can also prepare cassette for the exposure later... *glances over* hmmm, can go prepare some running buffer after i do exposure, it’s running low... etc...
Basically, i just talk to myself in my head and list the things i have to do in order, i also try to utilise my time so i can finish earlier... phew... sometimes i even have to rush back from lunch... but i’d rather have a short lunch break and end earlier.. haha...
Yepps... basically, that’s all for my attachment... haha.. and thank god for the timers!!! I love you timers!!! I can’t survive without you in the lab!!! And my exercise book too!!! Without you, i’ll be screwing up all my western blots...
Haha... continuing the extremes of the lab... the extreme temperatures, haha.. i like to play with the ‘snow’ in the -80˚C fridges... and i like to heat up my fingers using the 100˚C heat blocks after that... haha... and also... you will start to feel super hungry before lunch... and you will feel super full after lunch... haha.. the lab can also be super noisy at times when everyone is like yelling and shouting (in jest) at each other... or it will suddenly be vacant and like have nobody around... haha.... to tell the truth, i enjoy being in the lab... it’s quite fun to work there, and the people there are all very friendly and funny... it somehow has that strings feeling... haha... well... at least the strings feeling last time.... now like different already.... so yeah... things are different now i guess...
Ah.. time!!! I need more time!!! The piano like no time to practice, and i want to like ban all my house television from showing Taiwanese variety shows... it’s idiotic, you don’t learn anything from it, and no, it’s not funny... like wtf? Watching Taiwanese variety shows take priority over practicing the piano? yes.. it’s just that idiotic in my house... my youngest sister always get her way.... i can’t practice when she is watching her show right? Her stupid zhuan shi ye zhong hui whatever show with the bisexual or transvestite host or was it hermaphrodite host? Argh!!! I don’t know lah.... and the accursed tv set will be switched on from the moment i step into the house until 10plus at night...and by then it is too late to practice... fuck lah!!! It’s really irritating me!!! I hate her!! So damned selfish!!! She doesn’t even practice, and she still demands for guitar lessons, canoeing lessons... and she wastes her time watching stupid variety shows, or going on facebook, or watching her taiwanese dramas... i don’t have anything against Taiwanese stuff... it’s just my sister doesn’t do the right thing at the right time and is wasting our parents’ money... argh!! and my mum is not helping either... like whatever, you never helped.. you only side with that Taiwanese variety show woman... so yeah... i have to do things myself, be independent and help out that Taiwanese variety show woman at the same time.... right.. i hate this i hate this i hate this!!!! Can i smash the tv set? I don’t care if it’s new... stupid tv shows... no wonder children nowadays don’t know anything except for the newest entertainment news...
Ps: if she was watching a BBC/ Animal planet documentary, i wouldn’t complain... and if i had kids, i won't allow them to watch crappy tv shows.... at least watch something more meaningful... and argh!! the tv is damn loud... argh!!!! gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
friday - keith's birthday celebration cum class gathering.. hahaha... it was really fun to just sit down, have dinner and talk... the we had cake!!! :D i really miss poly life... MB0801 rocks!!! and i got kuroshitsuji book 1!!! english version duh... since the chinese words read
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you get my drift....
saturday - piano lessons, afternoon nap!! sleep is bliss!!!
New Full Metal Alchemist Brotherhood Opening, Rain by SID
well... a little unexpected.. since SID don't really do much slow and sad songs... hmmm... it's amazing how they can still retain their distinctive sound while doing a totally 'not them' song... hahaha....
well... the song is sooo sad!!!!
it made me think of what's going to happen next (i read the manga..)
and SPOILER:
the next few chapters/ episodes to be will be really depressing.. since a few characters die... or are injured etc... but in the midst of it all.. hope does not fade away.. and die 'Father'!!! die!!!! Ed, Al, Roy and Papa Hoho will kick your ass in the next chapter!!!
okay.. END OF SPOILER!!!
but this ending gives me the impression that they have a happy ending.. well.. sort of... haha... since the house at the end of the song is Edward's house.. the one that he burned down... and hehe... Ed and Winry are together in the end!!! i think... haha... from what i can infer with my horrible literature skills... and yes yes yes.. i hope roy and riza get together too... they are meant to be...
Ren was just so sexy in this chapter!!! hahaha.. he's like being 'tortured' by kyoko... and she doesn't even realise it!!! hehehe... wonder how long can the brother and sister act last.... kyaaa!!! they are really the cutest couple ever!!! and i swear president lory is a really crafty old fox!!!! nakamura sensei is a genius!!!
G-E-N-I-U-S!!! XD
next chapter 20th april... yes... more motivation to survive till then...
okay then... going to watch maid sama now!!! I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS!!!! XD
hopefully i can watch hakuouki sometime tomorrow... :D
