yes yes... title says it all... I'm really really bored.... i wish the hols are shorter... hmm... i rather have shorter holidays but more holidays... hmmm.. sounds weird... okay... i meant shorter duration but higher frequency..... meaning instead of one 6 weeks holiday.. i rather take two 3 weeks holiday... okay... but i don't think it's that effective because our school terms would be even weirder if we divide the holidays up into so many parts... okay.. I'm rambling again.... blah blah... now back to topic... yesterday.. meaning on Saturday... we had piano lessons.. (duh!) and yay!!! piano teacher gave us children's day presents!!! (okay.. I'm still a kid at heart...) yepps.. we got marshmallows... mashy mashy marshmallows!!! fluffy puffy wuffy marshmallows!!!! hahahahaha!!!! okay... I'm not a big fan of marshmallows... it's just fun being a 'kid' and receiving presents!!! yepps.. and later mx came over and we had a good time talking and eating marshmallows.... oh.. and one more thing.. grandma's in hospital... (yes.. our grandma... dad's side...) from what i heard from my dad... she couldn't walk so they brought her to the hospital for some check up.. and the doctor suspects that she had stroke or something.. so they decided to let her stay in the hospital for some scans and further observations... sigh.. i don't like hospitals.... it smells funny... and it feels funny... even the coffee from the machines tastes funny.... and i kind of dislike the wards.. because they are always dark and dreary... and the air feels dead because they didn't open the windows.... *shudders* i don't know why... but i like it bright and cheery... i like opening the curtains in my room all the time.. except for at night because flying ants will keep flying in and in the afternoons when the sun is blazing hot and threatening roast me alive when i lie on the bed to read.... hahahaha.. okay.. i guess it's enough rambling for today....

Labels: ramblings

holidays are seriously getting boring.... nothing to do except watch drama and anime... finished akazukin chacha already... and i don't intend to watch it again so soon..... sigh... bored bored bored... okay.. here's a list of what i watched this hols:

dramas
stairway to heaven -wasted so much tissues.. really a tear jerker drama...



bad love - bad storyline, bad start, bad ending... overall it was BAD... only thing that saved it was ksw... anyway.. i watched ep 1 &2.... 3 &4 were like fast forward... then... i skipped to the last episode.... argh... waste of my time... i shall not even look for a picture...



akazukin chacha -really really funny... it's the classic anime.... super kawaii too... i'll rewatch it next time.... chacha, riiya and shiine were super funny!!! well i guess it's because they are so retarded.... okay... retarded in a cute way....



soul hunter/ houshin engi -it was good at first... and there was some conspiracy that made me want to find out the truth... but the ending/truth was shit... they screwed the whole ending...



yepps.. that's about all...

Labels: anime, dramas

lalala.... it's Wednesday already... and there's symphony orchestra practice again.... and ksw is getting married in 4 days.... haha.. being random here.... but these are true facts of life.... hahaha.. okay... i have to stop this 'haha' habit of mine... i read thru my past posts and realised that i use the word 'yeah', 'yepps', 'haha', 'okay' and 'anyway' a lot.... weird huh? because when i speak... i hardly use 'yeah', 'yepps' and i only use 'haha' in this sarcastic form: "haha, very funny." haha argh... no wait.. let me think of another word...

thinking....

okay.. forget it.. i can't think of any...
er... where was i? ah yes... i only use 'haha' in this sarcastic form: "haha, very funny." when my friends make a cold joke out of me..... so... i guess i better start using proper english when typing... but i shall keep the ......dots......... it would be awfully boring if i had to type my blog entries like my lab reports.... If that was the case, it would seem terribly stiff and boring. Like now. (please laugh when you finish this sentence) okay... stop stop.. I'm like pms-ing and becoming sarcastic again... sja.. remember lab every Monday and you said that I'll pms.... i think it's because of the lower air pressure in the lab (to prevent any spilt chemicals from flowing out of the lab) and that fact that inorganic chemistry and physical chemistry practicals are simply *yawn* and not to mention bloody difficult to understand and carry out and calculate and lots of other crap stuff... i hope that the organic chemistry we take next semester will be easier and more interesting.... oh... and i love microbiology!!! it's my favourite subject!!! i love killing/ growing bacteria!!! muahahahaha!!!!

Labels: random

hmmm... This is for thursday... Okay... Went to orchard with hy, kh, pam and sj... Haha... We met at orchard mrt... And haha... Everyone was early... except pam haha... Yepps... So we went to tangs to walk around while waiting for pam to arrive... It was fun window shopping... And when pam arrived... She screamed really loudly and ran into us... We also screamed back in suprise and everyone was like staring at us... Haha... It was embarrassing but somehow being in a group made up feel very thick skinned... Hahahaha... So after the joyful reunion... We left tangs in search of food... Haha... We walked and talked aimlessly trying to decide where and what to eat... Finally... Sj just said: i think there's pizza hut in there... And she pointed to lucky plaza i think... And we all just suddenly agreed and rushed into the pizza hut... Haha... Pizza!!! We ate hawailan and err... Chicken supreme i think... Kh ate pasta... And we were happily eating and talking... Haha... Plus the pepsi was free flow... Isn't it nice? Haha... Okay... And when we finally finished eating... We went to err... Some shopping centre (can't remember the name...) to use the toilet... And then we went to metro to walk around... Then we decided to go to far east plaza to shop... So we set off... Lalala... And ended up walking in circles because we mistook far east shopping centre on the map as far east plaza... Hahahaha... What a joke... So after like walking around the whole orchard road... We finally reached far east plaza which was sort of beside tangs... Haha... So fun... And yepps... We shopped around and i bought a mobile phone charm with my own name on it... Hahaha... Helen... I guess it's good to have a christian name too... I mean... You can hardly find phone charms with your chinese name on it unless you custom make them... And yepps... It was a really exciting trip... And thank you hy, kh, pam and sj for the ultra belated birthday present... hehe... I like the music box and the pen... And yes... Let's take a group photo some day so i can put it in the photo frame... :) yepps... That's all for now then... My fingers are dying... Using the phone to blog is hard... Like writing a super duper long sms... Haha...

argh!!! can't stand it!!! my sisters are so irritating!!! i can't even watch akazukin chacha in peace!!! this is what happens: i'm watching chacha in my room... cy (the sec2 sister) comes in.. i tell her to go away... she scolds me for not inviting her to watch with me and refuses to go away... i decide to ignore her as it was at an exciting part... sy, my youngest sister comes in... i close the window of chacha... she sees it and starts to throw a tantrum... throwing things in the living room, slamming doors.. etc... CRAP RIGHT???? and it all started from cy who refuses to go away.... argh!!! i wish i could get rid of them!!! f***!!!!! argh!!! stupid lah!!! they're just pesky irritating sisters... (more like flies..) and it's not my fault okay? i'm on holiday... i have a right to relax.. they are like having their psle and streaming soon.... wth... can't they wait till their holidays? and they are really sly, manipulative people too... because they always have the perfect excuse when they don't do well.. things like: when i am studying, yilin is playing the piano/ violin... yilin very distracting because she watching tv.. that's why i didn't do well... and a whole lot of other crap!!! fine!!! whatever!!! here's a template for you if you don't score well in exams: i did not score well because (insert person's name) was doing/making/playing/watching (insert name of distraction) when i was studying. hence, it is not my fault that i scored badly.

all i want to say is: THAT'S BULLSHIT!!!

argh!!!! it's so bloody unfair!!!! when you're the oldest... you can try blaming other people.. but your parents can always rebut with this: you are the oldest and you should be more mature. you should have a better self discipline/ control than your younger sisters. your sisters are still young. so try to be more understanding to them... blahblahblah...

now let's switch roles... the youngest always say: it's all big sister's/ brother's fault!!! they were distracting me with when i'm studying... it's all their fault... parents look disappointed and turn to elder sis/ bro: i'm really disappointed with you, as an elder sister/ brother. you should be more responsible and understanding toward your younger siblings. instead of helping your younger siblings out in their homework, you create distractions for them instead. i am utterly disappointed in you. apologise to your younger sister/ brother now. argh!! crap!!! it's utterly humiliating!!! 'apologise to your younger siblings now...' bloody hell.. i wish i could spit in their faces... it's so not my fault....

parents always have unrealistically high expectations for their oldest child and ridiculously low expectations for their youngest child... take it from me... i've suffered for 14 years since my sisters were born and i'm still counting...

Labels: younger siblings

question N1 : The person who tagged you is?
hy

question N2 : Your relationship with him/her?
friend and classmate

question N3 : Your 5 impressions of him/her?
hmm... quiet, serious, hardworking, good listener, fun to be with...

question N4 : The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
hmm... being the first person i talk to during poly orientation...

question N5 : The most memorable thing he/she said to you?
kfc very nice.... XD

question N6 : If he/she becomes ur lover you would ?
er... we're straight... next question...

questions N7 : If he/ she becomes ur lover , she needs to improve on?
please refer to ques 6...

question N8 : If he /she becomes ur enemy you will ..
be very sad... and try to be friends with her again...

question N9 : If he / she becomes ur enemy the reason would be?
er... dunno... don't think it will happen though...

question N10 : The most desired thing u want for him/her will be?
to be happy and successful in everything she does...

question N11 : Your overall impression of him/her will be?
isn't his same as question 3?

question N12 : How do u think other people will feel about you?
hmmm.. sj says i'm moody in lab... and i'm usually high when parrot is around.. well.. i think it depends on where am i, who am i with and what am i doing at that time...

question N13 : The characteristics you love about urself is ?
er... being myself? weird question...

question N14 : The characteristics you hate about urself is ?
haha... not being tall... but sometimes being short is an advantage too... so i'm okay with it...

question N15 : The most ideal person you want to be?
well... smart, talented and rich... haha.. everyone wants that.... (:

question N16 : For people that care and love you ; what do you wanna say ?
firstly, sorry for pmsing and yelling at you guys.... secondly, thank you for always being there with me and helping me when i'm in trouble... thirdly, smile and be happy!!! :D


questions N17 : Pass this quiz onto 10 people that u wish to know how they feel about you?

1. zheng xiang aka xiao rou gan
2. natoleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
3. hy (hehe... you don't have to do lah.. )
4. sja
5. kh
6. mei xin
7. shu hao
8. chin yee (okay.. you did this before ready... haha..)
9. jia jie
10. ridwan

phew.. just right... i better get more people's blog link next time.. haha...


question N18 : who is 6 having a r/s with?
:P me!!!

question N19 : is number 9 a male/female ?
female

question N20 : if number 7 and 10 are together ; would it be a good thing?
er.. they don't know each other.. and no.7 is already attached...

question N22 : what is number 2 studying about?
er... gp.. maths... chem and physics i think.. typical jc stuff....

question N23 : when was the last time u had a chat with Number 3?
this morning on msn...

question N24 : what kind of music band does number 8 like ?
almost everything as long as they sound nice... erm.. i'll say.. she listens to pop, rock and classical...

question N25 : does number 1 have any siblings ?
yeah.. her little bro...

question N26 : will you woo number 3 ?
we're straight!!!!

question N27 : how about number 7 ?
er... we're cousins.. and our parents would probably kill us both....

question N28 : is number 4 single?
erhem.. single but... not available... yesung!!!! hehehehe!!!

question N29 : whats the surname of number 5?
phua

question N30 : Whats the hobby of number 10 ?
violin

question N31 : does number 5 and 9 get along?
er... i dunno... i'll let them meet each other then i answer this question... haha...

question N32 : Where is number 2 studying ?
mjc

question N33 : Talk something casually about number 1 ?
hmm.... my confidante... eat less dearie....

question N34 : Have you tried developing feelings for number 8 ?
er.. yeah.. love you sis!!

question N35 : Where does number 9 live ?
near sims place...

question N36 : What colour does number 4 like?
purple

question N37 : Are number 5 and 1 best friends ?
they don't know each other....

question N38 : does number 1 have any pets ?
no.. but her little bro used to have...

question N39 : is number 7 the sexiest person in the world?
well... being sexy is being confident....

question N40 : What is number 10 doing now ?
probably playing his violin...


hey.. hy, sj, kh... i think we should make parrot get a blog!!! haha.. i want to see her answers to this kind of quiz!!!! haha.... (: happy holidays!!! and natoleeeeeeeee and xiao rou gan jia you for promos!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:

Labels: quiz

okay.. there's symphony orchestra practice again today.. haiz.... i'm like looking forward and not looking forward to it at the same time... weird huh? haha... never mind that...
yepps.. guess what have i been doing for the holidays.... erhem... *drumroll*

1. using laptop
a. using laptop to watch dramas
b. using laptop to listen to music
c. using laptop to blog

2. reading
a. storybooks
b. magazines
c. web discussion forums

3. practising *coughs*
a. piano
b. violin

4. going to school
a. symphony orchestra practice
b. piano ensemble *yawns*

haha.. i really really don't know what the heck is wrong with me.. during exams... i'm itching to touch my piano and violin... but now after exams... i hardly touch my piano and violin.. the only thing i seem to do now is watch dramas... cry when watching dramas.... laugh at the bloopers of the dramas... listen to the drama ost.... argh!!!! i need to go for rehabilitation or something....

Labels: boring holidays

argh!!! i really can't stand it anymore!!! it's just bloody unfair okay!!! my parents go out every weekend... and they leave us at home for hours on end (i actually prefer it without them around...) and my mother expects to see the laundry kept, folded and kept back into the cupboards when she comes back... and every time.. my two perfectly normal sisters who are not paralysed from neck down or missing a limb just hide in their room and shut the door without even helping at all... they never ever keep the clothes (okay.. except putty did it today) and they never ever fold and keep the clothes... and it's just bloody unfair because every time i have to do it... why? because if my mum comes home and the laundry are not kept and folded.. she scolds me... yes.. just because I'm the eldest.. I'm supposed to be a good example and blah blah blah... wth!!! what's the point of being a good example if my sisters never ever follow my example.. hmph! they are probably thinking in their heads that there's always this idiot doing it for them so they don't have to ever lift a finger to help... argh!!! and my mum.. is so argh!!! stupid!!! she always uses things you love as a threat against you... like she threatens to stop piano lessons... and she has been using that threat since i was like.. primary 6.... and i remember sparkie.. my pet parrot... she said if i don't get into cchms.. she'll throw him away.. wth!!! he's my pet!!! how could you? but you still did release him in the end didn't you? when i was sec 2.. i came home and my sisters just blabbered to me that sparkie is gone... i asked why and they said that he escaped out of his cage when we were at school... i always suspected that you freed him... how could you? he's my baby... i loved him so and you just destroyed whatever happiness i had okay? I'm a loner in class... and he was my only friend... sec 3 and 4 was like torture... i never did have any close friends in class... i only had jpnyz... and monday was my favourite day because we could have lunch together... how pathetic huh? yeah yeah.. you might as well stop my piano lessons now and throw my violin away too... you simply love taking away things i love huh? you see it as a sigh of weakness huh? sometimes i wish i didn't have any feelings.. so at least i won't have any weakness for you to grab hold of and threaten me with... yeah... don't you ever feel that it's sad? we hardly talk... the only things i tell you is whether I'm coming home for dinner... and the the only thing i tell my own dad is 'daddy' when he comes home from work? where is the closeness? maybe it's better this way.. we won't get in each other's way.. less conflict huh? is that what you all what? less conflict? to the point that i don't feel any closeness to you all? well.. come to think of it... I'll probably be working in about 5-6 years.. so I'll be independent.... and we shall just drift apart.. don't worry... I'll pay you all back every cent... okay... I'll pay you back all the money for my piano lessons.. all the money for my living expenses... all the school fees you spent... okay.. whatever you gave me.. I'll return you... okay.. I'm your daughter.. but stop treating me like someone who should grovel at your feet thanking you for the food, shelter, and education... I'm really tired if it... okay... I'll just pay you all back someday... but not now.. I'm not able to do so yet... so thank you very very much for everything you gave me... so just bear with me for 5-6 more years and I'll move out like you always wanted me to... I'll move out okay? you don't have to wash my clothes anymore.. you don't have to cook for me anymore.. you don't have to listen to me playing the piano anymore... okay? just bear with it okay? I'm also trying to bear with it... and I'm as excited as you to move out.. okay? so just quit nagging.... I'm really really sick and tired of this.. doesn't your mouth feel tired nagging the same thing all the time? my ears are aching.. so just leave it and give me a break....

Labels: sick and tired of everything

okay.. this is for monday.. went to cut hair.. and then went for SO practice... hmm.. i'm so glad that we don't have to play the tomorrow song anymore.. phew!!! but now we're playing another 2 songs not including the waltz that we are already playing.. haha.. and yay! it was nice to see rui qi the violin teacher again... yepps.. so we worked on the new song.. hehe.. don't tell you guys the title yet... come for the performance okay? and something really scary happened during the lessons... i joked that later we play the violin until the strings break and it really happened!!! my G string broke (again) haiz... so stupid... right after i made the joke and started playing.. the string just snapped... luckily it wasn't in my face... so yeah.. had to change string... yepps.. okay... my sisters are bugging me again.. so gtg.. will continue tonight... hahaha...

Labels: string broke

okay.. this is for sunday.. haha...
went to buy mooncakes in the morning.. then went to maternal grandmother's house to give her mooncakes and to visit her... then.. went to thomson plaza to eat chinny's early birthday dinner... ate at peach garden... a chinese restaurant... ate lots of dim sum and ate peking duck... the peking duck was interesting but it was also a disappointment... by the time they cut off the duck's skin and wrapped it in some thin pancake like thing.. the duck already cooled off and the skin wasn't even crunchy anymore... and not to mention.. when they served the duck drumstick.. it was like cold.. =.= i like eating my meals hot thank you very much.. at least the noodles fried with the rest of the duck meat was hot and fragrant... oh yeah.. and we also went to ntuc finest... and everything was like super expensive.. because they are all like exotic/ branded/ organic food.... yeah.. bought cherries, strawberries, raspberries, and blue berries so we could have chocolate fondue at night... haha... and we left thomson plaza after that to go to our paternal grandma's house to visit and to give moonckes.. only our aunt and grandma was home.. so it was kind of quiet... and we entertained ourselves by reading newspapers and magazines... after that.. we went home... at home... our cousin mx came over so we had fun talking and playing... our parents went out again and we were left at home... kids rule!!! haha.. and yepps.. when my mum came back home later.. she cooked dinner... noodles... and then we went back to our rooms... after that... we went to make the chocolate fondue.. i microwaved the chocolates and my sisters prepared the berries and marshmallows.... then.. mx called her sis and mum over.. and we all had fun eating the chocolate fondue.. ah.. reminds me of the older days... when we were kids and we always had this kind of party... talking... laughing.. eating... hahaha...

Labels: family, food, fun