argh!!! i can't bloody study!!! 1001 thoughts and processes are going on in my head right now and studying is definately not one of them!!!

random thoughts from my screwed up brain...

pondering over what happens next in shounen onmyouji... yes.. i finished the series... and it ends like... saiunkoku.. so yeah... you are left on this cliffhanger....

thinking about shounen onmyouji also made me wonder if the translations for saiunkoku novel is out.. so went off to read up on it... now wondering what happens next also...

this reminds me that skip beat raws would be out in probably the next 2-3 days....

and it also reminds me that fma will also be out in about 10 days....

nodame movie will also be out in 11 days... :D

i'm running out of chocolates...

i only have one packet of hello panda left...

shit, i ate too much chocolates and hello panda today...

dammit, i'm getting fat.... *pinches self to check fats*

i haven't gotten mx's birthday present....

i must get it before she comes back!!!

what to give mx?

erm... wait.. i need to go count my money

let's see... money to spend things to do after exams... movies, popcorn, lunch outside, k boxing, sushi meal, shopping, present buying, books, anime stuff... shit... my savings will be like zero at the end of this... but well... i always save my pocket money to spend it on a really epic spend like there's no tomorrow shopping trip... yeah.. i don't see the point of going on many shopping trips but restraining yourself from buying what you want to buy all the time... so might as well not go shopping, save up.. and spend it all at one shot... if you want to go shopping... go all out for it!!!

packing my room to make space for my sister who is going to 'move in' with me... great.. she's super pms and angsty and argh!!! b****!!!

piano.... *looks longingly*

omg!! there's this really epic song in my head right now!!! i have to play it!!!

attachment coming up... O.O

shit.. i must not fail anything!!! please please!! i don't want to fail anything!!! my parents would so kill me!!!

okay... that usually forces me back to the study table...

but at my study desk.. i end up staring at my nails and cutting them shorter and shorter... if not i will start looking for split ends in my hair and cutting them off... or i would starting cleaning my phone... or start packing my pencil case... i'll do anything but study...

gah... so i have decided... i will study after i finish this post and switch off the computer...

and i miss you my dearest....

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yay!! manga time!!! XD

I've been waiting for this!!!

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I was supposed to be studying... haha.. so much for studying bioinfo...



video info: Story - Ren has this huge crush on Kyoko but, she's only interested in the bad guys so, she won't even consider him. So then Ren becomes a bad guy for her and the rest is history :) [I had to use pictures because there aren't scenes of Ren as a bad guy, that's why there's a style change]

love this video.. 5 stars!!! XD

credits to the person who mad this AMV!!

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yes!!! I'm almost there!!! Imunno was smooth sailing... medmic was......

*emos* I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT!!!!!

feeling of impending doom

yes.. so left school earlier today... and the weather is a killer!! i swear!!! the bus was like an oven!!! heat radiating from the windows... sun shining in... hot air blowing from under the seat.... warm air gushing out of the aircon vent... it's like torture... by the time i reached my stop and alighted.. i felt like my left arm is ready for eating... cooked by the sunlight and heat from the window.... don't ask why i didn't move.. because this auntie came and sat beside me... on a side note, the morning bus was like a freezer... so cold... ten minutes into the trip... i couldn't feel my fingers anymore... ended up wearing jacket and hugging my bag and trying to hibernate...


enough ranting for today...now for the light of my life...

as usual... i couldn't resist and went to watch fma:brotherhood episode 45 (seriously a lot of plot in that one episode...), fairy tale ep 19 (filler ep, but super hilarious!!!) and nodame ep 6 (awww... such a sweet episode... and chiaki and nodame are so cute together!!!)

well... it was worth the watch... more relaxed now...

practiced piano... i still can't play love letter properly!!! argh!!! dammit!!! it's so choppy!!! it's more like divorce papers... so many songs i want to play.. but i have no time!!!

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I can't stop smiling when I think of you...
I can't wait to see you again on 5th March...

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the raws are out!!! spoilers below:

CAIN HEEL IS REN!!! XD
Cain Heel (Ren) patted Kyoko on her head... Awww... so sweet...
It's a whole new arc!!! A RenXKyoko / Actor X/ BJ arc!!! Yay!!!
We can finally see Ren's past!!! (hopefully)
And more Ren and Kyoko scenes... :)

Nakamura Sensei is a genius!!!

waiting for translations now.. next chapter will be out after the exams.. yes!! i am recharged now!!! GO FOR IT!!!!!!!! EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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hahaha!! this is so funny and cute!!!



i want to play in a wii orchestra!!! :D

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YAY!!!! I'm so happy!!! i can't wait!!! here is one more reason for me to study!!! and one thing that irritated me is that GV and Cathay's website both spelt Nodame Cantabile as Nodame Catabile... argh... horrible people!!! :(

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well.. nothing much this year... just visited dad's side relatives.... no ang baos given out due to grandmother's recent death... wanted to call zx last night... but was too tired.. so just smsed her and went to sleep... didn't study anything yet.. just flip though notes only....

well... as the title states... one of my favourite songs from Gackt...
the song PV is after his 'speech'...

Strings rock!!! XD

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found out about it yesterday... screamed out loud in excitement when i saw it... well.. having mixed feelings now...

is it for the better or for the worse? well.. i don't know... but i'm going to work harder and give it my best shot... at least i won't have any regrets at the end of everything...

well... packed my notes and my room today so i can start studying for the exams.... hooray!! 7 papers!!! almost double of what people from other courses are having!!

here's a sneak peek at my exciting exam timetable:

23/2 - intro to immunology
24/2 - medical microbiology
25/2 - bioinfomatics *scream, vomit blood, and faints*
26/2 - bioprocess technology
1/3 - marketing for life sciences
3/3 - molecular genetics *pukes*
4/3 - protein tehcnology

well... been having 'internal struggles' for the past few days... mostly assignment related i guess....

body: i'm so tired.. can i close my eyes? can i lie down?
mind: SHUT UP!!!! I need to finish this report!!!

as most people know.. i can be quite stubborn at times... okay.. obstinate more of... so yeah.. the mind overwrites instructions from the body... and i move forward.....

yes... so screwed... my mind is too used to these.. horrible timings... but my body can't keep up... things get uncomfortable... like the screen now seems too bright for my eyes.. but when i dim it.. i can't focus on the words and feel like sleeping...

exams coming in 2 weeks...

hope my brain is still alive then....

fry fry this brain till it's all yummy and crispy!!

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oh my gawd!!!!
this person is a genius!!!
i want to play monochrome no kiss like this too...

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it's out!!! it's out!!! XD ren!!!!

i can't wait for 20th feb!!! :)

seriously... wtf did i do? when you got home, i went out to greet you, help you take the groceries etc... and now when you come in and see me at my laptop you say: Your exams coming hor...

SHUT UP!!!

I KNOW!!!

OKAY?!?!? RELAX!!!!!!

HAVING EXAMS STILL MEANS THAT I HAVE TO FINISH MY REPORTS, E QUIZ ETC...

CAN'T YOU GUYS JUST BLOODY HELL TRUST ME?

DO YOU WANT ME TO BE A FREAK?

SIT INFRONT OF HUGE STACKS OF NOTES AND STUDY 24/7?

WHY IS YOUR IDEA OF A GOOD KID SO...

DUMB...

OLD FASHIONED....

FREAKISH...


I DON'T STAY OUT ALL NIGHT...

I DON'T SMOKE...

I DON'T PUNCUATE EVERY SENTENCE WITH F*** OR VARIATIONS OF IT....

I DON'T WALK AROUND WEARING ALMOST NOTHING...

I DON'T ASK FOR INCREASE IN POCKET MONEY...

I SAVE UP TO GET THINGS I WANT...

I DON'T COMPLAIN ABOUT YOUR COOKING....

I HELP WITH HOUSEWORK....

I DON'T EXCEED MY PHONE BILLS...

I DON'T ASK FOR PHONE UPGRADES WHENEVER A NEW MODEL COMES OUT...

I STAY SINGLE AND UNAVAILABLE...

MY ONLY 'PROBLEM' IS HEAVY LAPTOP USAGE...

I DO MY OWN STUFF.. WITHOUT DISTURBING YOU...

YOU DO YOUR OWN STUFF... WITHOUT DISTURBING ME...

SO JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!



if i had a choice between laptop and people.. i choose the laptop...

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well.. i don't know if this is worth celebrating.. there is only bioinfo lessons today...

but...

I hate erhem.. love bioinfo.... yes yes... it's my favourite subject... ranked first from the back.... *psychotic smile*

well... since bioinfo lesson is from 4-6pm... i could sleep in a little more... i deserve this sleep... i'm damn exhausted... my right eyebag has been twitching involuntarily for the past 4 days... probably due to lack of sleep...

i played piano today!!! yay!!! scales have never been more fun!!

I L-O-V-E P-I-A-N-O!!!! I LOVE PIANO!!!

currently addicted to Gackt... haha.. i have my L'Arc En Ciel phase... then my SID phase.. then my CHEMISTRY phase... and now i'm having my Gackt phase... XD

music heals the soul i guess... Love his voice!!!

yes.. forget it... all the highness there is just a farce.. i'm secretly depressed...

i'm quite at loss with what to do with someone... that person.. is like... body here, but soul not here.... and that person is unable to do things properly anymore... like writing/preparing script for presentation... (does that person even give a damn?)

i seriously don't know what the hell that person is doing... i was so irritated yesterday that i just 'switched off'... i refuse to talk to the person or answer any questions asked by that person... V told me i have to sit down and have a face to face talk with that person... but the thing is... i can never find a chance to talk to that person.... i will always get interrupted... it's always the dreaded msn, or sms, or meeting someone that person knows (and they go: hello!! you know that XXX is scandalling with XXXX......)

by the time that person turns back around and ask: so what were you saying? i would be like fed up and say: oh.. it's nothing...

let it drift... i don't care anymore... i'm sick and tired of it all...

YAY!!! Had the damn presentation!!! feeling so relieved now!!! and i'm home at 5 in the afternoon on a wednesday!!!!

well... presentation was okay i guess....

so i felt like going swimming when on the bus... so i thought that i would go swimming when i got home... but when i got home.. the weather was turning cloudy... sheesh...

and i was planning to practice piano... since i'm home and everything and my sisters will not be watching tv... but.... my dad was home...

grrrrr!!! well... not really his fault... he is studying for some course... and he's having exams soon i think... yeah.. so my dream of playing piano and having a mini concert at home was destroyed...

yes.. and i really want to play 'last song' by gackt on the piano... really really tempted to...

and i figured out the delicious tomato song too... i want to play it!!! it's so fun!!!!!

i love playing the piano!!!! but i'm really too busy now... and i have to be considerate to my family members too... sniffs!!!

okay.. random video here:

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yes... super stone today.. i am an emotionless piece of rock in the shape of a human...

felt like a tombstone during bioprocess tech and protein tech...

lunch was so-so.... grinning gecko is deproving...

when for marketing... felt slightly more alive...

went to toa payoh to meet my darling at her work place....

talked to classmates in the train while getting there... it occured to me after 2 stops that it is very tiring to talk to them... because i have to keep looking up... i want to grow taller...

went to buy sweets for my darling... wanted to get her the chewy kind... but realized that it would be weird if she was chewing and serving customers.. haha... so got her ricola instead.... met my darling... haven't talked to her properly for a long time.. miss you dearie... *hugs*

got my foolscap paper and paper binders... went to parkway to cut hair...

cut my hair... yay!!! now i have short hair again!!!!

went home.. showered...  ate dinner....

wanted to play piano... but sisters are watching cruel temptation... so yeah.. they will protest violently if i start playing.. they will probably go: SHUT UP!!!!

yes... so now i'm holed up in my room... the bed seems so comforting... i want to sleep now...

but i can't... i have to finish the affinity part for protein tech project and send it to him gee... yes... gambatte...

i can feel my soul drifting away... and my stupid right eye keeps twitching... it's a bad sign.. yes.. a bad sign...

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