had piano orientation yesterday... played treasure hunt... haha... was quite fun... but it was tiring... running around nyp... but it was rewarding... because my group got 2nd!!! haha... actually there was two 2nd places... but we reached earlier than the other group... so we got 2nd place!!! haha... i'm enjoying poly life... because i'm finally in not one but two music ccas... it's like a dream... in sec sch there was like almost no one to talk to about music... no one to listen to my playing except for a few special friends... you know who you are (; and my classmates are like totally different from me... because they all are different channel from me... they talk about BGR, online games, anime etc... and i'm always left out because i don't know anything about the topic that they talk about... and when i talk to them... they make it sooo obvious that they find my topic boring and so not cool.... sheesh... i'm glad i came to a poly where no one from my sec 4 class goes to... it's like a totally new start... i can start being myself... i can talk all i want about piano, classical music and other stuff... and people are actually listening.... because they share the same interest.... and everyone learns new stuff together... and i think that is cool... because people are much more 'unselfish' they all really want their friends to improve with them and excel together... well... let's not get too carried away... i really want to forget all the unhappiness in the past... and i'm really sorry for being so hostile towards the guys... i just need some time to adjust... i need to get used to the fact that people are not going to come and disturb me every time they approach me... it might take some time though... because some of the scars are really too deep....

The past is painful and sometimes angry... but one must learn to forgive, only then it can be forgotten...

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