okay... had piano today... went early...at around 1... accompanied shu xian for lunch... went back to piano room... played my exam pieces... and edwin a senior was like super scary... he just sat there and listened and said play louder/ softer/slower/ faster/ miss one note... etc... and he was telling me to play some parts again... sigh... can't help but feel irritated... but it's for my own good... so thank you very much edwin... overall... the first exam piece was fine... at least he wasn't laughing or anything... but when i started playing the second exam piece... he burst into fits of laughter... and i was like what the hell? what happened? what went wrong? so i stopped... and asked him what was wrong...he kept laughing... and he said that i keep nodding my head when i play... i sooo can't believe it.... i don't think it is that bad... and he just keeps laughing.... (stupid ass...) grrrrr... this is so stupid.... but when i went home... i video-ed myself playing and yes... i do nod excessively... but you don't have to laugh until you're going to go into fits and die or something... argh! so angry lah.... i shall play like a robot next time...

ps: shu xian, you teach me how to play like robot... i teach you how to move your body more when you play... haha...

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