this is me when i'm pissed... so read at your own risk...

okay... nothing much happened today.. unless you count my sister coming into my room and complaining about how her computer time is cut down lately... blah blah blah... urgh! she always come to my room and complain to me at the wrong time... and so what if your computer time is cut down... just quit complaining and stop playing your online games... they are a waste of time!!! and you don't have to play online games to fit in with your friends... it's their life... not yours and i don't see why you should change yourself to accommodate to others when they are seriously not worth it... okay.. fine.. i know i'm being a b**** now... but sometimes.... just grow up faster.... and stop being materialistic.... argh!!! i really dread the thought of paying for you and putty's university fees.... grrr... whatever... i shall make sure you guys pay me back every cent of it... i'm not going to waste my adult working life on slugging it out to pay for your school fees and you guys can slowly enjoy your adult life with your boyfriend or something while i waste my energy paying for your passport to a good job.. argh!!! i really hate being the eldest.. responsibilities galore!!! and every time something goes wrong... the first person mum finds is me!! and i'm sick and tired of having to explain to her that i tried telling you all to do it but you two just sit in the room and shut the door and don't listen to me... argh!!! there's so much more to complain... but i can't even complain either... you see... you two have it easy and you still dare to complain... argh!!! you guys just don't know how i feel.... stop comparing with your friends... so what if they change phone every two months.. it's their life... not yours and frigging stop comparing!!! argh!!! you will never understand... you will never know how it feels to have people laugh at your really old handphone model.. and you won't understand how it feels when you tell your classmates you have no bloody email... and it's that stare they give you... you feel so embarrassed that you want to dig a hole and bury yourself into it.. and sometimes.. if that bastard keeps saying the same thing over and over again.. you really want to punch his face and break his nose... ARGH!!! sometimes you two are just so lucky but you keep insisting that it is not enough... if you feel that this is not enough.. just get out of the house and try surviving on your own... hmph! see if you still can change handphone once every two months when you don't even have food to eat...

and sarah!!! remove that post!!! you started posting first... so you should end it...

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