hooray!!! i have accomplished something so great that there should be a public holiday in honour of me!!!! hahaha.. joking joking.... it's not that great.. it's just.. well... a great sense of accomplishment.... okay.... so what is this great sense of accomplishment?
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I finished my organic chemistry tutorial without copying from anyone!!!
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okay... i know you are either laughing your pants off or just lying on the floor half dead with shock.....

yes... i have to admit.. i have lived half my life as a big slacker... being a slacker is easy life.... because you slack most of the time and your results are like... passes... yeah.. a slacker is contented with just passes.... but recently.... it suddenly occurred to me that.... i'm wasting my life away.... by slacking... i'm just letting my life pass as i grow older by the day..... i'll probably die with ALOT of regrets if i continue living this way.... i've.. lost a lot of things by being slack... life is a big race.... it's like swimming against the strong river currents.... once you give up or don't try your best.. you will find yourself moving back.... and when you give up struggling... the currents just carries you back to the starting point... it's painful too... because you get hit by rocks on the river bed too.... after feeling the pain of being tossed around.. some start to swim again... but others just sink in deeper and deeper.....

i'm lucky... someone was there to pull me along and tell me: swim on! don't give up!

i would like to say: thank you! (you know who you are....)

so from now.. i'm starting anew... no more slacking.... i have to do things on my own... i will not lose anything else anymore..... i will... catch up with people who have gotten ahead..... i will.... stop my life as a slacker..... i will live on happily.... (:

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