okay.. the first week of school is finally over.. phew... it was really really hectic... with club crawl and printing of lab manuals and notes and tutorials and stuff... my clique is also officially... erm... not a clique anymore... i guess... we have our differences... it was kind of hard and painful at first but... they always say the first step is always the hardest right? so i guess i should put that behind me and move forward.. since i have 2 perfectly normal legs.... (haha.. quoting from fma here...) but yeah... i have never been so inspired... (it's just a manga/ anime!!! what the heck am i thinking!!!)

okay.. I'm not quite myself lately... probably going mad from lack of sleep and manga... and oh... every Sunday is simply torturous.... waiting for the next episode to come out is so... just... argh... I'm training my patience... i must meditate... ohmmm....... and the manga only comes out once a month too... argh.. my life evolves around fma anime and manga.... this is crazy...

okay.. seriously... back to topic of school....

Monday: kind of happy to see everyone again... everyone became cooler/ thinner/ prettier... sad eh... I'm still the same i guess...

Tuesday: club crawl set up.... it was horrible.. don't want to talk about it... bp will rise when i think of it...

Wednesday: club crawl!!! yes!!! join strings ensemble!!! sat at the both.. helped to hold the double bass... i feel so short... people keep walking past and touching the double bass and going: wah! so big!!! (and I'm thinking yeah... so big compared to the shortie holding it...) had quite a lot of people sign up... 3 pages i think... and performance was horrible... couldn't hear ourselves playing at all...
after club crawl.. went to strings room to waste time.. sang 'karaoke' with string mates... had live 'band' to play for us.. haha... (piano, guitar, violin, bass, cello..) it was fun...

Thursday: club crawl again... had people to sign up.. less people compared to Wednesday... so it was more slack... performance was shit too... i played wrong... gah.... nerves always make me screw up...

Friday: yeah!! finally.. last day of the week.. industrial microbiology lecture was cancelled.. so was free to go at 10am... went to print notes at library... went home after that... i love my bus trips... i like to sit at the window.. and stone.. and listen to music...

Saturday: piano lesson.. teacher came late... was nearly asleep while waiting for her to come... still thinking if i should stop my lessons...

Sunday: went to optician to check eyes... left eye increased by 75 degrees.. right eye increased by 50 degrees.... gah... spectacles getting thicker and thicker... eye sight getting worse and worse... i can't see without my specs.. and i could hardly see how i looked with the new frames... got a red one... i dunno why now when i think of it.. it seems to be orange.... gah.. if i take off my spectacles now.. i can't even see the alphabets on the keyboard... the keyboard looks like a lot of blank keys... shit... I'm so dead... I'm blind as a bat without my specs.... i wish i can go for lasik... but I'm scared that there might be a horrible accident or something and i will go blind... shit.... i better eat more carrots and sleep earlier... dang! a whole lot of horrible thoughts just occured... if i go blind.. i can't see the music scores so i can't play any songs... i can't see the finger board on the violin... i can't see the piano keys... i can't read manga anymore!!! i can't watch anime!!! i can't stare out of the window and stone in the bus!! i won't know when my bus comes!!! i can't type!! i can't use the internet!!! i can't read newspapers!!! i can't watch movies with my friends anymore!!! i can't see my friends and family anymore!!! omg... it's so horrible to not see anything... i never ever thought of these stuff... argh.. stop thinking rubbish.... you're being paranoid!!! just use less computer and take care of your eyes!!! gah!!!

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