well... projects, reports, FYP, IA.... all these things are due soon... or just... going to happen soon.. i really don't know what to do... not to mention other problems... which shall not be elaborated here... :(

well... anyway.. i got my byakuya!!!! :D

yes.. and fma: brotherhood has new opening and ending... dang... now addicted to them.. and the band chemistry is pretty good... also can't stop listening to them now....

well... i also realized that... i might not be able to commit much for cca... mostly due to IA... well... see first bah... depends on my time slot too.... hope i know where i'm posted to soon... and also.. hope common test result come out soon...

sigh!!! where have all the bright sparks in my life gone? besides manga, anime, piano... i don't see much in other stuff anymore... cca was fun... it still is... but... it's not the same anymore i guess.... the stress of it all!!!

is this what they call growing up? you start getting boring... and naggy... (i pissed sja off again i think... )

and i can't help the nagging... it's just... me i guess... i know you don't like it... so i have really tried to stop it... but sometimes.. this just ends up with me being totally quiet and moody.... i don't know... there is this drift there now.... it's sad isn't it... it was fun while it lasted... but yeah... this seems to be a recurring pattern in my life... first, it starts off great... i'm very happy and have never felt more alive... then something stupid will happen... and i start to distance away because of it.... this sounds so dumb... i am stopping now... other more private thoughts will be transferred to dj now... and dj is just short for diary junior... so yeah..... it's too open for a blog post now i guess... it's so hard to have to censor how you truely feel.... and i think it's emotionally not healthy to do so too... i feel like i will explode!!!

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