6th day!! i'm surviving!!! learnt about cloning today!!! phew!!! very very long steps.. but kind of got used to it already... went for cca... thoughts all jumbled up... hate is the main feeling... a great feeling of disgust and loathe for that person...

argh... i'm really not motivated any more... everyone there are all dating... they all have someone to look forward to... for me.. i'm still determined not to go into this dating thing.... ever since 'that' happened... so i just try to avoid two people...

one is out of awkwardness....

the other is simply out of disgust (please don't pollute the air near me thank you!!! and don't make me blind by standing within viewing range of me!!! )

and i can't really talk to people who i used to talk to anymore... since they are all busy with other commitments... so yeah... it's back to being alone..