hey bloggie.. a lot has been happening lately.... school work.. due assignments.... clique problems.... piano exams.... personal problems.. etc... haiz.. really can't take it..... luckily.. no more cca until march... i could really do with a break... and most of the assignments are almost done.. just need some cleaning up here and there... so should be able to finish and hand up.... now what's left is exams and clique problems.... okay... it's weird to talk about clique problems here... so i shall not elaborate anymore....

exams... exams.... what to do? biostats... is like total shit... biochem and cell bio too.... microb and orgchem are still okay.... how how? and personal problems are such shitheads..... really don't know what to do... should i just pretend the problem is not there? should i just get over it.. argh... i really don't know..... i seriously think too much... and when i think too much... i see a whole new set of problems and i start worrying all over again... argh.... why.... why.... i don't know.... it's so stupid.... i'm like repeating the same mistakes from the past.... by ignoring the problem.... it becomes worse.... but... i really don't have the courage to face up to it..... i'm afraid... wait... more of unsure.... argh... dunno lah!!! stupid stupid idiot!!!! why am i still thinking about people from the past!!! argh...... idiot... why am i thinking of you...... i don't know... maybe because i'm an idiot too.... yes.... i'm an idiot.... an idiot to wait for more than half a decade for you... an idiot who doesn't realise that we might be too different now... an idiot to keep clinging onto her first love.. argh... this is crap... i can't believe it... now i'm actually blogging about that asshole.. argh... stupid.... forget it... argh.... i'm going to drown myself in homework!!!!!! bye bloggie.... i won't be blogging much until exams are over....

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